Tuesday, October 27, 2015

10/27/2015: Layoffs again? Damn corporate America!

     Damn corporate America!  I am once again facing a potential lay-off within the next couple of weeks.  Budgets and projects are being cut.  The project I was to work on in 2016 has been cut.  My work has all but dried-up now.  I fear the Grim Reaper will be tapping me on the shoulder within the next week.
     One of the things I hate most about the corporate world is that YOU as a person, just don't matter.  No matter how much you work or sacrifice for the company, it just doesn't matter.  When it is time for layoffs, how hard you work or sacrifice just doesn't come into play.  You are merely a name on a spreadsheet somewhere.  The people making the layoff decisions probably don't know anything about you, your efforts or your work ethic.
     My job required me to be on "on call support" for nearly the last 20 years.  That meant regular 2 AM phone calls dealing with system problems.  Problems that could take several hours to fix. The phone ringing not only waking me up, but also my wife, my kids, the dogs.  My job also required me to travel.  I was on one project that required me to travel to Florida every other week for 2 years.  We started early on Monday morning, which meant I had to leave on Sundays to fly down and be ready.  The weeks were long and I flew back on Friday evenings arriving at the airport after 11 PM.  The travel had a big impact on both me and my family.  I bring all this up to show that none of this comes into play at layoff time.  I was talking with a coworker the other day.  It is almost like a big game of musical chairs.  At layoff time, the music stops.  Depending on what chair you are sitting in and if you have a chargeable work package tells whether you are safe or not.  It doesn't matter if you are more dedicated or work harder than the person next to you.  It is all based on the almighty dollar.  The dollar that lines the pockets of upper management and funds their golden parachutes and their multi-million dollar retirement funds.
     This is the 3rd time in 5 years that I have faced a layoff situation.  The last 2 times, I had one foot out the door but was able to save myself by contacting everyone I ever knew and worked with over the years at this company.  I work hard and I have a good reputation, which sure helped.  But, if I left it up to management, I never would have made it through.  They made no efforts to find me work elsewhere in the company,
     If I do get laid-off, it could be a blessing in disguise.  Working in an environment where you are always worried about being laid-off can be very stressful.  And add that to the already stressful environment where it has become every man for himself.  The backstabbing and degrading of others has become commonplace.  People due it in hopes of surviving the next round of layoffs.  It is pathetic,
    I am still waiting to hear back from Greg.  I contact him every day.  But, I won't give up.  "Cmon Greg, let's make something happen and get me out of here!"


"Here's To Your Success..."

Bill McManus

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Friday, October 23, 2015

10/23/2015: Starting Over The Right Way

     Okay, so it's time to put a plan in place in order to make this project succeed.  I have identified some of the major issues that have to be addressed.  The first being, assertiveness.  I know what things have to be done and there are times when I need to get outside of my comfort zone to make them happen.  Sometimes I have to push people.  But, I tend to be "too nice a guy", to a fault.  I worry too much about imposing upon other people, or coming across too strong. I have been told this many times over the years.  At just about every yearly appraisal in my job I was told by my managers, "you are to nice to your people.  You need to be harder on them".  Well, I struggle with that.  I feel that kindness goes a long way.  But, there is also a balance.  I can still be firm.  And if someone promises me something, there is nothing wrong with holding them to it.
     Greg had promised me several things when I was in the UK.  Well, I was sitting back waiting for him to address them.  But, he is busy and I am sure I am not on the top of his priority list.  So, instead of saying something, I would just sit and wait.  Well, none of the things were done,  Was it Greg's fault?  Nope, it was mine.  When we recently talked about it, he asked me "did you pick up the phone and call me?"  No, I didn't.  I didn't want to be a bother or impose.  Well, he said I was not assertive enough.  He said that I need to stop being a nice guy and make things happen.  He said I need to hold him and others accountable.  When they commit to something, he said I need to get a date.  Then he said to follow up with an email confirming the promise and completion date.  Finally, he said if the completion date comes and it has not been completed to CALL and get it addressed.
     So, I am going to heed his advice.  There were some promises made back when I was in the UK. I have asked Greg if the offers are still valid.  If they are, and I certainly hope they are, I will get commitment dates and ensure they are completed.  And I am going to ENSURE things are done in the future.  It is for my own good.  I am awaiting Greg's reply on the offers now.  More to come...


"Here's To Your Success..."

Bill McManus

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Wednesday, October 21, 2015

10/21/2015: Back to the Future!

In the movie "Back to the Future Part II," Marty McFly travels to October 21, 2015.  Well, that is today.  And it just happens to coincide with me going "back to the future"  What do I mean?  Well, after what I would call a "failed attempt" at this project which started just about 2 years ago, I am going to go back and start over.  Yes, I am going back to help my future.  So, I consider this my Back to the Future moment. 

Out of frustration, I looked back at the past two years to see what went wrong. Well, I realized what was wrong was me.  I had the best of drive and intentions but I lacked the drive and guts to make everything happen, that needed to happen for success.


So, I have been back in touch with Greg and he is still there for me.  So, I am starting back at square one.  And this time, I am going to make it happen.  My level of frustration with my job and my financial situation is worse now that it was 2 years ago when this project started.  It is time for a change.

So, please follow along, listen and learn as this time I WILL succeed!



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Bill McManus

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